you and i collide

lights and sounds

2006-01-04T02:46:00.000-08:00

oh yay. yellowcard's album is gonna be released in the u.s on the 24th this month. (according to gwen) hope it gets here really soon!
i watched the lights and sounds vid on mtv!!!! argh. it's really really nice. and i think they have a new guitarist cos ben harper apparently wanted to go solo or smth like that.

(you know what happens to guys who wanna go solo. take brian mcfadden as example. heh.)

anyways, today's the 2nd day of school. it still hasn't struck me that i'm a sec 3. the teachers, or should i say the subjects are all pretty dry. not looking forward to it ):

but definitely looking forward to cca selection! yeah! though our creative drill is still not tops, but... still left a few days to practice at least. so i hope the weather will be good tomorrow AND esp friday. we're setting up the stall tomorrow.

and the banner... okay, i shouldn't talk about it. i mean it's hung up and stuff but... aiya that day sihui was really pissed about it, i could tell. cos the guys tore it and it's now all patched up (though you can't tell at all). but all's fine and dandy now (:

AHH!!! gwen and soo came back yesterday! though we met already the day before yesterday... but i still miss them loads!! haha. still love the way 2C craps like hell in class. and apparently nobody in 3L finds yuelong funny. weird huh. poor guy. i seriously think the class is too quiet. hell of a difference. and i hate it. ):

but i guess things are just starting to warm up... so, yeah, hope it's gonna be an awesome class after we get to know each other better (:

gwen! i'm gonna get scolded tomorrow cos my chinese textbook is still with you! i hate you!

*aurial

it ends up all the same

2005-12-21T05:13:00.000-08:00

i can't believe the banner is now weathering the terrible rain. but thank God it's still in one piece and un-smudged now...

haha. proves that the bookshop paint is of good quality. NOTE: if you wanna paint a banner, get your paint from the AH bookshop(:

ccis officially SUCKS. and i actually thought it was gonna be fun...-.-
but slacking with chew, kah hui and rachel was fun. heh. all the beef and christmas trees, PLUS talking bout all the wEiRD people we met.

ooh, and we hung the banner on tues(:
the bb did all the work.
(have you ever eaten chicken rice on the roof?)

it's QUITE eye-catching...(SO eye-catching that ann gi didn't even see it huh... cos she didn't bother to LIFT her head up to LOOK -.-)
this sucks lah.

CHRISTMAS is coming!!!!
*aurial

so little time, so much to do.

2005-12-09T03:58:00.000-08:00

it's STILL in chinese.

the banner is HUGE. and i like it :) hope it'll turn out great!
(i think i can draw the gb badge with my eyes CLOSED. sheesh.)

and i thought the whole of dec was free. ccis takes up like 60 hours of my life. aeugh.

out.

*aurial

turn off the lights

2005-12-01T04:23:00.000-08:00

why the hell are the blogger instructions in chinese? luckily i remember where to click. -_-

anyways, yeah! i'm back from bangkok and bonding camp! :D
both were great, but bangkok was obviously BETTER, cos i could buy tonnes of things for myself. :D

bangkok was great, and i spent as much money as i could. hurhur. the stuff there are so damn cheap, great for shopping with gwen, nien, soo and min :)

camp was fun too. AND I PASSED MY STAGE 2 DRILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! relieved. and note to gwen: when you and soo came running into the canteen shouting 'aurial rocks' WHILE all the girls were having lunch, they thought you guys were crazy and that i was as crazy as the both of you. thanks for that:)

much love to my group!!! liting, yu wei, jiaen, ju yee, tiffany, trinda, joycelyn and audrey L :D
it was great squeezing into that small room with you guys. haha. it was even smaller than the gb store can.

can't wait for next year! :)

*aurial

who i am hates who ive been

2005-11-29T21:45:00.000-08:00

hello world.
realised that since aurials comp is down, i guess youll be having me around more often.
the poor thing is at gb camp now.
HAH!
thanks for the groovy earrings you got me from thailand though.
(:
boys are stupid.
throw rocks at them.

from now on, i shall live by that phrase.

cedric is oh so hot.
hothothot

love, gwen

dare you to move

2005-11-17T15:45:00.000-08:00

chalets chalets chalets NON-STOP. almost died of exhaustion due to being awake for like 36hours straight?
i know this is a little late, but i shall still pen this down anyhow (:

9th
jia hui stayed over at my house the night before to do some prep work for the 6-1 chalet. talk about prep. aeugh, all of it went down the drain because of the horrendous weather. pfft.

the peeps were pretty late so whoever came first started playing cards cause there was practically nothing to do.
and FINALLY, the guys came with the charcoal and all those crap to start the fire so that we didn't have to survive on pizza (which was the only pre-cooked food)

it took them a PRETTY long time to get the fire going but they did it anyhow. hilarious.
barbeque barbeque barbeque (ooh, thank God for the pizzas. heh)
it was about 7? yup, if i'm not wrong , when we started our water games. HAHA. i was slogging my butt off tying those plastic bags.

was fun but i had to leave early for ecp. it's not fun when you're semi-wet and have to take the public transport...

gwen was contradicting herself cos she couldn't decide whether to go anot (mainly cos of the thunder and all) and so i had to wait for her like hell IN THE COLD. WITH MY HANDS FULL not to mention. but we went anyhow. you don't know how much i just love you, gwen. (:
her mum fetched us there and she wanted to talk to nick, which is when me and gwen freaked!!!

i must say that both of us got pretty busted cos of this chalet. right gwen? haha. so when we arrived we started calling EVERYONE to tell them to say the right stuff to her mum and i finally managed to contact nick. sheesh, that was close.

i was bloody laughed at because of my chattering teeth. couldn't help it!!!!

fast forward. it started to rain when we were slacking in the open for an hour and a half or so...
we kinda anticipated the rain but still pitched a bloody tent. how smart. and we KNEW we were gonna have to strike the freakin tent when it rains. gosh, the stupidity.

oh! and to add to THAT (yes, there's more) we found a spot near a pavillion so that we could seek shelter in it when the rain comes. so bottomline is, we're dumbos who know the rain was coming but camped out for the fun of it eventhough we know we're all gonna get wet and struck by lightning or something.

but it was still fun. hur hur.
made numerous trips to 7-eleven.

me, gwen, elton and yi qian went to play by the sea. how weird. and we dug DEEP DEEP holes to bury gwen. she had quite a bit of trouble getting out. we wanted to leave her there at first but nah.... we're not that bad. (:

10th
soo was the earliest, so she came along when all of us were on our way to get our "breakfast".
the others came around, 9? yup and OBVIOUSLY didn't play ANY of the planned games cause of the weather AGAIN. but we did have fun by the big rock(: haha, vandalism in action.

YEAH!
oh, and one part i definately won't forget. nien went home to take some money but never did come back cos she fell asleep at home, ON THE SOFA. leaving all of us PENNILESS not to mention...

checked in at around 3+ and the first thing the guys did was to sleep, and filling up the damn room with the smell of their sweat. the weather was bad, as usual. so we had to resort to indoor games. i didn't barbeque at all, surprisingly.
the fire was even more terrible than the one in the 6-1 chalet, so poline's dad came with some torch thang so we could have food to eat. many thanks to wendy for preparing all the food!!!! (:

managed to catch some sleep at around 12. thank God. but it ain't fun squeezing on the matteress with 2 other people. unlike elton, who was the earliset to sleep and got all the space. and min too. soo was sleeping UNDER the bed. weird. but at least i got sufficient sleep so i didn't act like some drunkard, fortunately.
(oh, and thank God for the bath (: )

much love to those who stayed for both nights! and gwen, eventhough she didn't stay the 2nd night. and bao wen! it was great to have you around for the 2nd night!

the next morning was just sloppy. but i did try out rollerblading(:

this bond is unbreakable(:
love 2C lots!

min- the blanket snatcher
soo hiang- the crazy under-bedder.haha.
nicholas- the guy who got hit by me cos i couldn't see in the dark.
yuelong- lamest guy on earth and the ass poke-r
bao wen- loudspeaker and no.1 xuan xuan fan!!!!
tszedeng- the joker who hung his clothes all over the place.
elton- master of fast break!!!!
poline- the one who tried to wake everyone up and talk.
gwen- the one who sang mo li hua NON-STOP and my partner in crime(:

*aurial

backh ome

2005-11-09T05:10:00.000-08:00

i must stick wit u forever

im back from shnaghai!
booooya
im too lazy to repeat my LONG post so anyone whose actually REMOTELY interested can go to my blog,
www.mysecretcloset.blogspot.com
x)
anyhoo.
the trip ROCKED.
there is still hope for our sec two boys. *hint hint*
did a major restocking of accersories
and I LOVE 2C MORE THAN EVER!

well...
thats about it.

looking forward to classchalet tonight.
but have to get through blasted ballet first.
auegh.
and im only allowed to stay ONE NIGHT.
rentals. *rolls eyes*

here are the list of albums i NEED to get:
1. 2 Fallout boy s- From under the cork tree
2. My chemical romance- Three cheers for sweet revenge
3. Franz Ferdinand- You could have it so much better
4. Blink 182- Greatest hits album
5. jASON mRAZ- mR a-z

okay the last sentence didnt come out right.
and oreo, only you know why im posting the wanted albums in OUR blog instead of MINE.

sooooo, ii shaLL eNd heeerE horxxx. eeuuuww aLL mus taKKaiiRe worxxx. dUUUn missH mIIe...

YUCK!
my skills arent that bad doncha think?

HAVE A NICE DAY!

LOVE ME, gwen

just another day

2005-10-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

i'm dying of boredom here.
there are so many things going on here i can barely think.
1. food and fun fair shit. it's ALMOST done. and the most last minute thing 2C has ever planned. there's just this whole sms-thing going around, like receiving 10 messages per min-all to tell everyone what to bring and do. aeugh.
2. primary school chalet. the dates are all messed up. and kevin even promised to fork out 50 bucks if we can book on a date he's able to come. blahblah. and AS USUAL, I have to ask my mum/dad to go down personally to make the booking. whatever.
3. 2C chalet. like, is any planning going on?!?!?! all i know is that anna has already booked the chalet and the rest is just.....?
4. thank God i'm not going to shanghai.
5. OH! art audition! the topics are like.. well, gotta go find inspiration and ideas, like i ever did that. hur hur. hope i won't flunk it in sec 3... heard alot of 2D girls are taking too. AHHHH!!!!

it's gonna be over soon. hope i'll make it through ALIVE.

are you drowning or just waving?

*aurial

mikey!

2005-10-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

i'm going nuts.
mikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikeyMIKEY

(gwen says my craze over mikey is just as bad as hers over james bourne...-quite true actually)

gwen's probably having a great time with ****** in camp. even though she called at like 5.30pm just to tell me how much she DREADS the camp. and how she only liked the night games. oh whatever. at least i'm in my air-conditioned room, watching dvds, listening to music (: (note to gwen:i won't forget how you made me jealous when i went for hike :P)

exams are ooover!! went out with nien, gwen, min min, elisa, soo hiang after chinese paper. we had SO much fun. damn tired after that though. went to cathay and wanted to watch a movie actually BUT our dearest min min forgot her GLASSES after being LATE for 30 mins. sheesh, so all of us decided to be nice and forgo the movie. hur hur.

urgh.. took neos for a record-breaking 4 times. all that money, for a worthless sticker of myself and a few friends. HAHA. just kidding.IT WAS EXTREMELY FUN!! (no sacarsm intended) all the squeezing, posing, screaming(that certainly brought alot of stares...) and reading those japanese words which we didn't understand at all!!!!!!

we spent like 30 mins deciding on a place to have lunch. what FUN! and then another 20 mins hunting down each other in the shopping mall because me and gwen sneaked into hmv without them knowing. HAH! and 10 mins calling each other because we lost some people again...how time consuming. gee.

but nevertheless, we had so much fun!!

sigh, it's gonna be the start of all the planning which will all come down to only one miserable day of fun. but it's worth it, no?
so much to do yet so little time. my whole darn holiday is fully booked. mostly cause of braces.
and the food and fun fair thing is like hanging in the air...

argh. everything is gonna be alright, be strong, believe.

*mikey-lover

MCR!

2005-10-12T20:43:00.000-07:00

the post below is about gwyneth's new obsession:son of dork
it sounds just like busted. typical gwen.
gwyneth! if you are reading this, i bet you're not gonna post anything for the next 3 months.

here is me AND gwen's love:

frankie (the one in white) and mikey (in the background but still looking cute.) of
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
they're kinda dark (cos they're obsessed with blood and they smoke) and are not exactly people we should look up to... but they make good music, so WHO CARES.

mikey!

mikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikeymikey.

6 down, 1 to go! chinese tomorrow. 5 comprehensions!!!! i'd rather die. i'm gonna read them at the pace of a snail (as usual) and FAIL. or maybe get a 48.

sick of this.

Ghost Of You - My Chemical Romance
I never said I'd lie in wait forever
If I died we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...

Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall…
If I fall…(Down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...

*aurial

gwen's obsession

2005-10-12T00:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
aurial is bugging me to blog so here it is.
As you can clearly see from above, THIS is james new band : SON OF DORK
From the picture, id bet you can infer that they're all SO CUTE AND HOT AND SEXY AND WHATEVER names you wanna call them. xD
Of course the cutest is still james, second from right.
but aurial thinks the drummer, danny hall, is CUTER.(extreme right) like whatever man.
anyhoo,
we both like that rocking fall out boy shirt. hahaha.
and of cos their music is good. its bustedy! which is a good thing lah.
and YES aurial.
i WILL get your fall out boy.. whilst you get me MY emily the strange. HAH.
english tml.. sad life .. but only two more papers to go so yay!
umm.. we just watched spiderman 2 and now we want to become spiderwomen too! so we can swing and swing and kiss hot guys like tobey mcguire. ((((:
noticed kirsten doesnt wear BRA. i mean, you can so totally SEE her THINGYS.
she has small ones.
should learn bust exercises from ME.
it SEEMS to be working. i think.
cant wait till our shopping adventure. haha. exploring greater heights. and prices. lalalala
i wanna sleepover and gorge on chunky soup now! and watch chicky flickies. HMMMM
need to go now...
so WATCH OUT FOR SON OF DORK!
www.sonofdork.com

you know you love me,
gwen

flagday

2005-09-18T04:25:00.000-07:00

here are 5 ways to get away from flag day people (eg. me) who ask for donations:

1.Pretend you're on the phone.
a simple "hello?" and walk like you're in a hurry OR pretend to look at your phone like it's not working OR just put it by your ear so stupid people (eg. me) will think you're waiting for the other party to pick up.

2.Your hands are "full".
some people put all their small bags into one BIG bag so that it's more convenient right? BUT if they see flag day ppl (eg.me) they'll take out all their small bags and carry them in both hands so their hands will be full. smart? yep. to avoid ppl like ME.

3. Carry your child.
this is hilarious. i could tell the lady knew i was gonna approach her so she carried her daughter who was about 3? the girl could WALK on her own already. so i decided not to ask in the end. PLUS her bag was those backpack kind, so it was a lil' inconvenient to like dig for her wallet and all when she's carrying her daughter = don't need to donate.

4. Pretend to run like your bus is leaving.
i was near a bus stop you see. so people just ran to the bus stop like they were gonna miss the bus or something. i mean, how can you ask someone who's IN A HURRY? large inverted commas there. ok, enough sarcasm.

5. Listen to some music!
need i explain more? they can't bloody hear you! WHAT? SIGN LANGUAGE? *point to the coin slot* sure. they look as if they're so absorbed in their music that they give you that "i can listen to no one" look.

6. I donated already, just that i didn't take the sticker.
ok, maybe some are true. but some are SO NOT.

just some of the impressions i got from today's flag day.

but MOST OF THE TIME, ppl are actually quite nice. (:
this guy was like *jokingly* "huh? donate again? all my money go NKF already! all gone!" but he did give me 50 cents though. haha.

and this guy. he was really nice. he was with his son. the little boy was really cute.
"excuse me? would you like to donate?"
"oh sure, sure! i used to be in the boys' brigade!"
and he asked his son to slot in the coin.
"boy, paste in on your forehead."
i laughed and gave him a sticker.

oh! and this lady! she didn't want to donate at first. but she came back and said it must be really tough to stand there for so long... blahblah. she donated. so sweet.

and this cute caucasian asked a few question. it was really cute.
me:"excuse me, would you like to donate?"
him:"so what have you got here?" < really cute way to ask a question
me: "we are having a joint flag day..." blah blah. alot of explanation
him:"oh,so how much do i have to donate?"
me:"any amount would be fine.:
him:"oh okay!" *digs his wallet and fishes out a 10 dollar note*

how generous!!!! he was really bubbly and everything.
jie si was actually hoping he would come again so he could give her 50 bucks or something. RIGHT.

so, yeah, there are still really kind people even though there are those who have funny ways of running away from flag day ppl (eg. me).

the weather was terrible. my boots were gonna melt into a pool of slush or something. sheesh.

*aurial

as it comes

2005-09-17T19:18:00.000-07:00

THIS IS THE END OF YOU AND ME.

man.. you really make me laugh
do you really think that
I am savagely clinging on to our supposed "friendship"
that I am desperately hoping you'll talk to me again?
HAH.
thats where you're completely wrong.
sure, I'd admit, i was hurt.
initially.
but i got over it and i moved on.
but you?
you keep trying to torture me incessantly.
it doesnt work you know.
i dont even know why you're still harping on and on and on about it.
that was SO ten minutes ago.
i cant believe you're not done with me yet.
dont you dare try to make me feel that i should be weaker.
cos you'll find out,
its you thats wrapped aroung my finger.
why dont you learn to LET GO.
and GET A LIFE.
have a nice day ___

cheers *gwen

teacher's day

2005-08-31T06:26:00.000-07:00

happy teacher's day to one and all.

slept at 1.30am last night and woke up at 5.30am. sheesh.
min min and me were painting like shit last night.we started at like, 9? yup, she stayed over.

but it turned out GREAT! although the canteen tables we got were all DIRTY. and there were spills everywhere to smudge our paintings. ARGH! all the effort... anyways, everyone signed and blah. WE PAINTED A SHOE FOR WANG LAO SHI!!!!! it's really nice kay.

the performance was fine... i guess the nicest part for me is the part where all the hands came out to form a heart. we were totally off-rhythm. sigh, but it's all over now.me and elisa were really disappointed though. but nevermind. 2C STILL ROCKS! :)

GWEN! don't worry, yeah? always remember that your girlfriends are always there to help you! :) if he's such a jerk then forget it.
glad your day went well though. :) mine was great too. haha.

oh YAY! you're coming over tomorrow. paper 1 on friday. hope i'll do well for my argumentatives. :)

the click-five JUST THE GIRL

She's cold and she's cruel
but she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
at our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
but I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
she's the one I'm after

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
she's just the girl i'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
for more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
the more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

The way she sees it's me
on her caller I.D.
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
but she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
so my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

Just the girl I'm lookin' for
I'm looking for (3x)
Just the girl I'm looking for

*aurial

i hope i die

2005-08-30T22:05:00.000-07:00

fuck.
this is not a vulgar blog everyone. but FUCK
cleaner version of me is in the other blog.
i cant type aything because some people will see it
did i mention MY HEART IS SHATTERING?
did i?
i mean, aside from the fact he said ooo.. LETS BREAK CONTACT. i hate you( okay he didnt say the last line)
im perfectly FINE.
NOT
I HATE YOU.
do you go around messing with people like that?
bloody hell man.
BLOODY HELL.
we were supposed to be great friends.
smooth sailing
but NO.
NO.
you didnt want that at all.
you think you can just be FICKLE all the time?
like as if EVRYONE would follow what you say.
WELL MISTER, NOT ME
WAKE UP MAN
I WANNNNNNA SCREAM
I WANNNA CRY.
but is anybody listening?
is there?

I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you

im looking for a place searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?

*gwen

rehearse.rehearse.ahh.

2005-07-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

blahblah. haven't been blogging. this blog is so dead. cos SOMEONE isn't posting at all. *looks at gwyn* hah.

anyways, today was an okay-day. had e.lit presentation! i managed to pia finish karana's boring whalebone house with grace yesterday! haha. mrs rod was quite impressed (: ok, fine.
i thought the house was quite nice, although it was slanted. heh.

JOHANNES' AND NIEN YUAN'S PLAY WAS SUPER LAME! i bet it was pretty improm-tu since they have not gotten anything done the day before. but it still turned out funny and interesting. tsze deng is a dog lah. he barks just like one. and karana's abalone doesn't come in cans!! HAHA. it was so damn amusing. ((:

our lit lesson ate into our pe though. wasn't in a mood to run anyway. i dread 2.4!!

had CD lesson, like finally. we didn't have any since school reopened though... it was this ling ling jie or something? ya, whatever. the lesson was more of boring than ok.

arrgh... then me and grace quickly changed to full uni when grace found out in the toilet that she forgot to bring her landyard=cannot wear uniform. cos it wasn't a complete set. the other gb gals in the toilet were rushing cos had to fall in at 1.50. so in the end grace became our maid in the toilet... helping us to carry stuff, pin our hair, put badges or whatever crap. haha. love you, grace!

she's so nice. (:

then came the rehearsal. sheesh. had to stand for about 20++ mins? yup, the ncc people had to redo the marking thing for all the marching contingents. choir was warming up and stuff.
"warm-up" rehearsal. actual rehearsal. recollections are such a waste of time! blahblahblahblah.

and then we were dismissed! but apparently still had many things we needed to improve on.

hmm, last year's parade was so different, much better compared to this year's though... our bangs and stuff were already so nice the first time we rehearsed with other ccas, as in all the contingents together...((: last year's parade was great! but apparently there's this big shot vip this time round. which makes us even more stressed cos we have to do even better. arrgh.

had to stay back cos our turnings suck. practiced with the bb. and aurelia did the "sound effects". it was so funny. aurelia was like the band. heh.

then guides and scouts joined us in the end, haha, making it another mini rehearsal. hilarious.

finally got to go home in the end. (:

ran during pe. stood under the hot sun. not really tired actually. ate. tv. good night.

*aurial

gwyneth's blogging FINALLY.

2005-07-11T16:30:00.001-07:00

aurial. the real issue here is that YOUR mum allows you to go to GOOD CHARLOTTE'S CONCERT, NOISE TO THE WORLD. may i remind you, GOOD CHARLOTTE. its joel madden we are talking about.
I REALLY WANNA GO. but the reality is that my mum is STRONGLY AGAINST IT. i hope our plan works... cos i really wanna go.
i can actually imagine them on the stage, singing we believe and looking hot.
its gonna be like heaven. even better than disney world.
maybe i should runaway from home... maybe...
im sick of this life. im sick of everything...
i wanna escape...
do you have zero trust in me? what makes you think im going to get drunk or do drugs?
you say im a rebel. have you ever seen whats outside in the real world?
consider yourself lucky that im not like every other ordinary teenager. be grateful...
should i disobey you? should i just push you away and go to the concert to have the time of my life.
its been my dream.
the pint is. i HAVE to go. i dont care anymore

*gwen

unfair. unfair.

2005-07-10T05:52:00.000-07:00

it's really magical how songs totally put you in the mood of something huh. really don't know what life would be like WITHOUT music.

this is like the worst day of my LIFE.
mum allowed me to go good charlotte concert.
i can totally pay for the tickets.
had high hopes. how stupid.
gwen's parents STRONGLY disapproved.
i'm sad.
mum doesn't want me to go alone.
have not booked the tickets.
don't think i'll be going.
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?
guess it's just the way God wanted it to be.

but it's like throwing away this once in a lifetime opportunity.
and gwen's parents are just depriving her of what she's passionate about.
unacceptable.
ARGHHHH!!!
going to the concert will be such a mind-blowing experience, i tell you.
it's just like the most magical thing ever.

it won't be fun going ALONE. like duh.
i hate this life.

teen angst.

let me stop thinking about this for ONE second.
went to church today, was terribly late, so me and gwen just went to that lil' room called the library. read some books. blah. went for lesson after that.

lesson was about, hm... the beattitudes (beautiful attitudes)
so we talked about being pure in heart, knowing that you're a sinner by nature, but not letting that control you, and instead do right and do your best to not sin. ((: meaningful.

now i really understand in depth and take something back with me. ((: unlike in the past where i just go for the sake of being there. haha.

crap. there's some book test thing tomorrow. i have not read any of the 2 books!!
and life science quiz. nice.

unfair. unfair. why?

Fall to Pieces- Avril Lavigne

I looked away
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.

Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.

Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.

Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.

Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything... Everything.

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it.

And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
And I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you, I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you.

*aurial

AHS sports day.

2005-07-01T04:33:00.000-07:00

sports day today...blah. the GB cheer was great! (((: even though we didn't win. tsz man and a few of them were pretty disappointed, guess they didn't do as well as they expected. but no worries!! we're all WINNERS!!! yay! love you guys loads!

GB whoosh!

GWEN, YOU DID IT!! told ya you'd win ((: yeah man. YOU WON!!! love you tonnes!

rockin' song by blink 182.

I'm lost without you-Blink 182
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you

*aurial

training camp.

2005-06-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

heyhey, back from camp. ((: the camp was... okay.

hmm...first day, divided the groups and stuff... went to our dorms. was almost late.haha.

i'm in RUTH! with tsz man, min hui and all those peeps... our group had like only 5 people while the other groups had like, so many lah... urgh, making it so bloody difficult to do that skit thing and wash the toilets. blah. the skit thing was so last minute...hah.but we had a fun time playing multiple roles, due to the lack of ppl. PLUS, inggrid left on the second day. *sighs*
wrote the script, wrote the script, wrote the script, narrated, narrated, narrated. but nah, it's okay that we didn't win, we tried our BEST! ((: GO RUTH!
hui min's group (esther) won that skit thing... hahahahaha, so funny!

played games on the first night. haha, the games were gross!!! okay, maybe not all, but only the one with the goo-ey stuff which we had to slide through. what was it again? oh ya, pepper, ketchup, flour, water and leaves. and the whole dorm A went to drag audrey into that plastic sheet... haha!

hmm, day two... did the sports day prep thing... couldn't really settle on the cheer at first, but i guess they choreographed some stuff at the end of the day. eh, the weather was crap... the sec 1s were supposed to do field cooking but could't cos of the rain. *sigh* but anyways, we ate our dinner at the "hotel" and got the chicken cooked by fushun-ge. heh.

then the skit presentation, mt ophir presentation and finally, kelina's farewell! i think many of us cried. *sniff* (:
celebration for the bday peeps and me, bao wen, jia en, ju-ee, hui yi and kelina concocted this mixture. hehehehehehehh.. thanks to aurelia for supplying us with the drink, vineager, wasabae and chilli!! it was for the bday people. HAH! doubt they finished both cups even though they each had a spoonful. ((:

had founder's day rehearsal today. it was boring. as usual. just stood there for i-dont'-know-how-long minutes. but it wasn't that bad. we had to replace those scouts and ncc ppl cos they didn't come or something like that, since we had the most ppl and haven't break camp yet...blah.

went home to SLEEP!!!! hah. biyu came to return me the CDs. oh well, we talked for awhile...haha, maybe a lil' too long. ((:

argh! have a whole truck-load of homework which i can't be bothered to touch man. HELP!!! still have rehearsal on friday. urgh. i LOVE holidays + homework. right.

*aurial

(((:

2005-06-18T00:42:00.000-07:00

oliver james! woots!

THE song from THE movie soundtrack. haha. best ever! gwen: *screams* aurial: *screams as well*

Half-life - Duncan Sheik

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

*aurial

mood.

2005-06-17T01:00:00.000-07:00

hah readers, today's your lucky day! cos yours truly, is in a blogging mood! haha. as if anyone's gonna take time to read my junk. boo. (X

anyways...i just read this little newspaper thing from The Straits Times. yep, urban, you know urban? yup, that lil fashion guide thing. heh. back to the topic, ya. last page features NICK ATKINSON from ROOSTER!!!!! *screams* ok, he's hot. i'm gonna cut it out. (((:

let me see... it's some page where he talks about what he keeps in his bag. SO CUTE! but yes, sorry to disappoint you screaming teenage girls, he has a girlfriend. (not surprising though, i mean, he is SO cute. so yes, the truth hurts.) apparently they were in japan before they came to singapore for their Hard Rock Cafe concert which me and gwen missed. (i still feel like killing myself for that, by the way.)

hmm... interesting bag he has there...he keeps some neoprints which was taken at some airport. and this cute bart simpson CD case with bart showing off his ass. and it says 'feast your eyes' on the cover... hahahahahaha.
okay, enough about nick... even though he's hot and i can just go on and on about him. ((:

oh yeah, 6-1 class chalet last wednesday! it was pretty okay... we didn't really play much games...except for that water bomb thing where ALL of us attacked kevin. haha.
hm, talked to the girls a whole lot (esp biyu!) it was nice, catching up on what we've missed. yaddah yaddah. the guys, the girls... even though not many turned up...(and it was pretty last minute as well..hah) it was... nice. ((((: love you 6-1 peeps!!!! rock on!!

ahh..my homework's piling up like shit. whateVer.

p.s. love ya, biyu! *smiles*

*aurial

wake me up when september ends.

2005-06-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

hey. yep, i changed the song-the song both of us are SO crazily in love with. ((((:
anyways, beijing was GREAT. totally enjoyed myself, dude.

hmm...went to gwen's church last Sunday. it was....new, erm...nice as well. heh. you're/we're gonna lead worship 2 weeks later, right gwen? sheesh... i'd rather play the piano or something.hah. oh, by the way...the teachers are really nice. the sermon was nice too...well, the speaker was good actually...i didn't fall asleep!(thankfully! haha!)

um...the whole thing was...nice? can't wait to go back next week though. ((((:

smiles smiles smiles smiles smiles smiles.

the rockin song by greenday.enjoy. ((:

Wake me up when September ends - Greenday

Summer has come and past,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.
Like my fathers come to pass,
seven years has gone so fast.

Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.

Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.
Ring out the bells again,
like we did when Spring began.

Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.

Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass,
twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when September ends.

*aurial

exams are ooooo-ver

2005-05-18T05:05:00.000-07:00

hah, gwyneth, you're lazy man. ask you go do the tagboard thing and it's not even up yet...

oh!!! EXAMS ARE OVER!!! yayness. but i don't even feel relaxed (probably cause i've been slacking everyday during the exams, so yeah, no big diff. heh.) oh well.... at least i don't have to mug till 12 everyday, for now at least. *relieved*

for NOW, i just can't wait for the results to be out. cos what i'm gonna do during the holidays pretty much depends on GWEN'S results. (((: her parents will only allow her to stay over if her results are good, so.... urgh, gwen, i SHOULD have forced you to mug! hah, i sound eevil.

anyways... WE ARE GOING TO THE ROOSTER CONCERT!!!!! (i think)

yup. eh, it was advertised on power 98, and gwen's bro was being such a tattle-tale after she switched on the radio to listen to the concert details.(love your bro, gwen.he's just the NICEST to actually tell on you! he rocks!) anyways, LUCKILY gwen called me to tune in. blah. the reception was sucky.but yay! i caught the concert details JUST IN TIME!

so, yeah...hope there's no age limit or smth like that... it's just the BEST when you go to a concert, all ready to go in and watch the band perform, and get high, then those ticket ppl stop you outside the cafe and say you're underaged. NICE. but it's very unlikely since they don't have explicit lyrics.(like eminem...no offence.)
just praying that we'd be able to go. heh, then that will be the best thing that could happen before i depart for beijing the next day. (((:

WHOO! ROOSTER CONCERT, HERE WE COME!

exams are over exams are over exams are over. yay yay yay yay yay

here's a really nice song. should go check out the music video.it's really cool. yep, the lyrics are really meaningful as well. ((:

We Believe- Good Charlotte
Theres a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She cant sleep at night

Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
Theres no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right

We believe(x6)
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pain
(So let it be)
Theres a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe(x6)
In this love

We believe(x5)
In this love

So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
Ill be everything you need
In every way

We believe(x6)
In this love

In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love

*aurial

gifts and curses

2005-05-11T22:20:00.000-07:00

exams are here, we're stressed. de-stressing now.........no, wait, i mean SLACKING. =D
here's a nice nice song. yay.

Gifts and Curses-Yellowcard
Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before I was sure?

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(She is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), the villain I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?
(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say.
Still I will always fight on for you.
Fight on for you...
Fight on for you...

*aurial and gwen

half-day.

2005-05-06T14:50:00.000-07:00

heyhey. argh, gwen's bugging me to post so yup, here i am to write. yay! OUR blog! anyways, these few days have been extremely boring, since the mids are coming...oh well...went out with gwen yesterday to study (a miracle) at bk, haha. studied for science then went home.oh man, if i studied like that everyday, i'll probably top the class or smth.
i'm going to gwen's church soon after mids! yay. i've been so lazy to go to church for the past 2-3 years i think...yep, so i've decided not to slide anymore! go church! must really thank God (:

hm, back to today...eh, half day today..which is quite dumb, considering the fact that we're just given more time to prepare for mids instead of half a day to slack and play.blah. had to stay back for math today... haha, so hardworking. actually wanted to use the pe period to do math since some ppl found pe a complete waste of time when we have to prepare for mids, so using pe to replace math = no need to stay back= can go home early= more time to revise. but we had pe anyway.the only excuse gwen had: de-stress lah!

math math math math math. go home. sleep. eat. study
gwen, jiayou for ip/mids!

Mr Brightside- The Killers

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control

Jealousy turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr Brightside
(repeat)

I never
I never
I never
I never

*aurial

punk never dies

2005-05-02T22:09:00.000-07:00

hey... its labour day today!!!! tomolo school reopens again.. blah.. the long weekend went by soo fast... in about seven days... its the start of the middies! ahhh.. soooo dead.. i dun care. i have to get into ip no matter what! just walked around vjc again just now.. ohohoh and we went to the zoo!!! its really nice...i love elephants!! hehe.. im currently working on the skin now... aurial you better thank me for this k! last guitar lesson yesterday... boohoo.. i still DEFINITELY need more lessons... haha...but i can play majesty! YES! wootz! yellow card rocks!!!!!
oh yeah and the killers too!!!!! must go out with me after the middies!! sleepover kae! then can go shop at orchard until like ten... lol... behind the 'rents back!!!i want THAT billabong school bag!!! and that and that and that!!! coach carter yes??? love ya!
err.. i couldnt decide which lyrics to post so erm.. i'll do this one first k! then aurial will do mr brightside!!!!

"Collide"- Howie Day
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

*gwen